MY VOICE

I don’t know,
What inspired me so much,
To raise a voice,
A voice against the present happenings.
The dirty things , going on around me.
And trying to pull my breaths out,
And trying to isolate me from my soul.

I raised a voice.
The voice got dissipated.
I lighted a candle in the dark,
To show myself light,
Through the dark night.
But time put it off,
And i was the victim of time.

I tried to put a change,
Which was out of my range.
I got locked.
Locked in an open box.
I tried to get out,
I hopped, I jumped, I crawled,
But in vein.
My voice got dissipated,
In fact, I was demolished.
Yeah….I got diminished.

PAST MEMORIES !!

Underneath the bridge walking alone,
I see you,
With smokes figuring your shadow,
And you, trying to come out alive,
Out of the damn thrones.

Many a morning you there been seen,
With your tears augmenting the fresh dew,
Rolling slowly over your chin,
Waiting for something new.

Deep inside a grave like room,
You shut down all windows,
Diminishing all chaos.
Away from light,
You dip yourself in a artificial night.

You go on penning around,
From hither to thither,
From earth to heaven,
You engrave the words never ever spoken.

A despised life closed somewhere deep down my chest,
Eager to come out and fly,
But frightened it is,
Due to the drops of venom,
That flows when you cry.

How despaired you are,
Like someone forsaken,
Like someone over and done,
Like thrush of water come and gone.

Missing all the things you’re given,
You chose your own path,
You went across the horizon,
Following your dreams,
Putting in a side all your wrath…

Smell the violet flower you can see through the window
Touch the white feather about to fall on the roof
Smile at the floating gray cloud shaped like an angel
Feel the warmth of the burning golden candle light

Sing to the noisy tune around you on the city road
Talk to the strange old man sitting by the park
Dance with the river from the hill to plane
Run by the silent lanes you used to hide & seek

Wink at the butterfly, Laugh at the monkey making faces
Color your dresses, walk barefoot on garden green
Capture some moments, read aloud some stories
Cook for your loved ones, pamper your pets or play with kids

So many ways to be with God and living life in a better way
Please don’t doubt which side I am, only because I don’t pray